Showing posts with label sibling. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sibling. Show all posts

26.4.07

Whatever You Do

Dear Lord, today we offer to You our praise. We thank You for the great measure of Your love and for the redemptive power of Your grace. Be pleased in Your mercy to come to every one of us just now, as we come before You, and find in You what nothing in this world can give: redemption from our sin, peace that cannot be taken away, and hope that is unashamed and unafraid.

In Jesus' Wonderful Name, Amen.

I woke up at 5:20 am due to an SMS routed from UAE. It was from a good friend. If only mornings could always be like this. (",)

My routinary job these days is to check on Lil Bro who presently occupies and will most likely temporarily rent the sofa at the living room. Well, he's good today. No fever, no vomits, no coughs. It is probably one of those days that anybody could want. A very early foreign SMS, a peaceful patient, and a pouring rain.

Since it is quite early, I bought some of Lil Bro's multivits in downtown before I dished out a hot arrozcaldo along libjo market. 'Cooked 2 boiled eggs & rice, and prepared his choc porridge I ordered from the club.

I was sitting by the dinner table as I flipped one of the old Sunday Inquirer magazines. I was instanlty glued to the half-paged column entitled "Whatever You Do". Dr. Harold Sala was the author. He focused on Proverbs 16:3 that says " Commit to the Lord whatever you do, and your plans will succeed". This hits me big time! Whatever we do includes everything we do and nothing is exempted. It is clear that whatever we do is a reflection on HIM who called us to serve HIM, and when we do less than our best, we dishonor HIM. It is actually hard for me to understand why all things happen in ways which we least expect them to be. Most of the time, my temperament soars high for situations that I would not want to be involved in. But lo and behold, Murphy's Law, if something will happen, it will happen.

Being gibberish in life is simple. But living the life at par with the norm is far off from my path. Though little by little, I am finding ways to mend old wounds, sort out previous pseudo-charlatan stance and convey more positive (and normal for this matter) outlook in life. After all, when you live a life of integrity, your example is going to run counter to your accustomed lifestyle.

This brings me back to where I started. Giving thanks to HIM ispite of things that happened the wrong way. Surely, there will be more than nth times that GOD will share his random blessings at the least expected time. Hopefully, I can continue leading myself to the path that HE has long created.

21.4.07

Sa Aming Bunsoy

Harsh sometimes I am on you,
Lest you become as others perceived
for tranquil awe riddled our eyes,
provided He for long a lass.

Think every scent of charm
in whistling plume of thime
red rose kindled innate
truly of what adorns your name

heavens clapped, we had joys
you rose of Gonzalodos
pure, simple...tamed, adored.

be good as She once told you
be strong as He was to you
be patient unlike me
be nurtured, quest for bliss.

For Lil Sis......

14.4.07

Utol Awin II

Thanks to those who visited lil bro at RM 411, Golden Gate Hospital:

1. Ka Dante Cabrito - thanks sa pizza, iced tea and coke. Tsalap!
2. Tita Med and Kuya Ed - sa pongkan at mantsanas. health conscious talaga.
3. Lil sis - sa suporta at sa pagdadala ng napakarameng labahin galing sa dorm. nampitso.

4. also to Titas Cherry, Annie, Vi, Kuya Delwin, Sanpit Pam, Big bro and the rest of the gang (aka Misay & fam, Shell posse, tsalamat sa prayers. It was appreciated.

5. Ate Jho and a couple of buddies from NL Villa Hospital will also come over later. Advance TYs people. P.S.
Doc told us that on Monday we can get out of the hospital and continue injections everyday for 6 long months. No more puyats for UTOY....

Utol Awin

It's 5 am again and I need to hurry up to send the spit samples of my bro to another hospital for sputum testing. Need to do this for three consecutive days as requested by the doctor. I can't say that my bro is improving but he's tough I know. When we saw his almost nothing lungs as Xray-ed, he jut bantered, "Wow, Parang wala na kong baga, pero Doc I'm pretty sure gagaleng ako". Tsk tsk tk. Little bro talaga. 4 time na syang na diagnose of this disease. I hope this time he'll learn from it.

I suggested the ff to him:
1. No cigs 2. No alaks 3. No puyats 4. Putol long hair - hehe...Patayan to pag ginawa ko to....

11.4.07

Being Kuya

I have three treasured siblings, UTOLs Eson, Awin & Eyi. You can say that all the three of us share compassion with each other. But in life, there's a moment that you are obliged to firmly cling on to each other for a sibling's sake.
We have suffered the toughest of times, but this year might probably again hit us high. My Dad is undergoing twice-a-week dialysis, I will be operated for a kidney transplant, and Awin is currently in the hospital due to a probable pTB.
My two other siblings had their share of lows - Eson's lungs almost burst due to early exposure in smoking and Eyi was diagnosed with lymphoma back in the year 2000. The same year when my Mom died of heart attack. That was Mother's Day.
Inspite of these tests, I still am hoping that everything will be fine. That GOD is still there to comfort us in times of need. I AM STILL HOPING...I AM...

UTOL in the HOSPITAL

Awin Utol: Kuya, tsaket dibdib ko...

UTOY: Ganun? Ikaw naman ngaun? Tara sa Batangas dun na kaw pagamot..

After 1.5 hours of travel from Starosa,

Nurse: Anu nanyare jan?

UTOY: Napatae sa salawal. Joke. E Tsaket daw po debdeb.

Nurse: Tsaktsakin na to...

Awin Utol: Huwaaattt?

Nurse: Tsaktsakan na ng swero 'to.